This is what happened when Quanell X,head of the New Black Panthers, Houston went through police scenarios with them-
A walk in their shoes Quanell X trains with local police
"At what point did you actually see the knife?" KHOU 11 News Reporter Alice Barr asked. Quanell answered, "To be honest with you, I never saw the knife. I never saw the knife, but I saw him come out of his pocket with something like this. If he would have pulled a lollypop out of his pocket, the same way he just did, I still would have used force to stop him and then somebody could have said well all he had was a lollipop, but you don't know when it's happening so fast like that."
Quanell says race never entered his mind, but he does admit this: "If I'm in a high-crime area that I've worked, and I know it's a high-crime area and I know the kind of calls we get, I could easily see me pulling my gun quicker, on a simple call, I hate to say it."
He'll walk away, calling for people to comply with police.
"Please brothers and sisters, if they tell you to do something, do it," said Quanell. "When the suspect started being combative or argumentative, I want to pull my gun."
He's shocked at how many shots he fired, something he so often questions in police shootings.
"I think I might have emptied my clip," said Quanell, and standing in a cop's shoes, Quanell wants them to have more backup.
"I think police shootings would go down if you had at least two cops assigned to every vehicle," said Quanell. "You're trying to see everything and guess everything at the same time."
After a lifetime of second-guessing police, Quanell now sees shades of gray in situations that once seemed purely black and white.
"How do you think you are going to change the way you approach the next situation like this?" Barr asked. "You gotta gather the facts," Quanell answered. "As an activist, we want to respond to the family's hurt and pain immediately, but we could possibly respond very incorrectly, if we don't take our time to gather some facts ma'am, because these situations, they go from zero to 100 in a split second."