well, I tried to get into my email (I guess that's how PMs are sent) and was not able to.. forgot the password or some such thing..
Lefebvre is easy to understand, at least 98% of the time, although I have been Catholic all my life (sometimes not very, have to admit...

) so maybe I shouldn't say that he is easy to u/stand.. bc you don't have that background?
Anyway, that's where I myself began to learn the truth about my Church... I, for a very long time anyway, knew there was something amiss, just didn't know ... the details of what was wrong.. felt alienated, isolated, but didn't know what the heck was wrong w/ me, though I have always loved (what Derksen would call the false) Mass... I loved it because again the Real presence is there.. the Word of God is there... But I cannot go there right now.. and THAT is a very long long story... that I doubt anyone other than yours truly and God himself understands
But anyhow... Congrats on getting closer to ... Truth.. Jesus
(same thing)