Maybe so, it wouldn't be the first time someone called me either one. But all I said was I had all the proof I needed. Maybe you need more proof or different proof. I don't think some people would believe if God took them to Sunday brunch and explained all the mysteries of his creation.
All I know is that I grew up with religion around me constantly. We were Baptists so this was pretty hardcore hellfire stuff. It never meant much to me, it didn't really click. I did whatever I wanted without even thinking about God. Then one day, click, something fell into place that I never felt before. I don't think anyone brainwashed me, maybe some subliminal message in an Ozzy song finally delivered it's payload, I dunno. I just started thinking about things and I realized that God had been there for me the whole time and was just waiting for me to open my eyes.
I'm not really into religion, though I do go to church because I want to now, I'm into the realization that you don't need religion to know God. I don't adhere religiously (haha) to any religious dogma because I think that misses the point. God is love. Love for everything and everyone without judgement or preconditions. I'm pretty sure I let God down regularly. Every day. Once an hour. Maybe constantly, but I try to get better everyday. And I know God forgives me because that's just how God is, he's really cool that way.
And it will probably sound dopier than everything else I just wrote but I actually started crying writing this, because thinking about God is just so profound that I lose it. It makes me just completely happy and fulfilled to know God can love someone like me. So if this is brainwashed or ignorant, then so be it. I'd rather be happy than smart.