I wrestled with whether to get another dog. But I think it would be unfair to Karma and to the dog itself. It is getting harder for me to walk even karma. I like big dogs, but cannot pick them up any more if something happened where they needed to be. Plus, I don't know how long we will be able to live here...and having animals makes it hard to find a place to rent....even with just 2 dogs now and one cat.
But I also kept thinking she would come back...in the body of another dog. Charlie did. As Gracie. Chooch came back too. As Karma, but this time as girls. What if Gracie is out there, new born, and waiting for me to find her?
Oh, I torture myself constantly. I finally decided that I will NOT go looking for another dog. I have to focus on the ones I have. Plus...money is real tight. What if they get sick? Vet bills are horrible. So no...after 5 months of torturing myself...I decided that if I am meant to have another dog...that dog will find ME.
But I also kept thinking she would come back...in the body of another dog. Charlie did. As Gracie. Chooch came back too. As Karma, but this time as girls. What if Gracie is out there, new born, and waiting for me to find her?
Oh, I torture myself constantly. I finally decided that I will NOT go looking for another dog. I have to focus on the ones I have. Plus...money is real tight. What if they get sick? Vet bills are horrible. So no...after 5 months of torturing myself...I decided that if I am meant to have another dog...that dog will find ME.