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Update.
Daughter is over the moon. Just been declared cancer free.
But what a price to pay. Two radical surgeries. They took out ten lymph nodes!
Great news Mindful, but so terrible she (and you) had to go through that.
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Update.
Daughter is over the moon. Just been declared cancer free.
But what a price to pay. Two radical surgeries. They took out ten lymph nodes!
I just got a warning to urgently update windows 10 due to some threat. I clicked restart and it took a quarter of an hour to move from the restarting screen. I was just about to press the restart button on my computer thinking it had crashed. But apparently it takes a quarter of an hour to work. So if that happens to you don't restart your computer. Just wait it out.
Update.
Daughter is over the moon. Just been declared cancer free.
But what a price to pay. Two radical surgeries. They took out ten lymph nodes!
Great news Mindful, but so terrible she (and you) had to go through that.
If it's telling you you need to update and it's just started recently it is from Microsoft. They discovered a serious vulnerability and that's the fix for it. Just to make sure go to:I just got a warning to urgently update windows 10 due to some threat. I clicked restart and it took a quarter of an hour to move from the restarting screen. I was just about to press the restart button on my computer thinking it had crashed. But apparently it takes a quarter of an hour to work. So if that happens to you don't restart your computer. Just wait it out.
We get some kind of temporary thing where a Windows alert completely takes over our computer--pretty sure it's from malicious sites & likely a scam. Usually going to the task manager and closing Google takes care of it. Until I figured that out though it was maddening.
How's every one doing? Mindful, really sorry you can't be with your daughter right now, must be frustrating.
Basically still plodding along, had some issues recently and talked with a grief counselor yesterday, it helped. Ya know it's been six months? Seems like yesterday sometimes.
The biggest challenges I've faced lately are I get easily emotional sometimes over the stupidest things and occasionally asking myself what's the point of continuing on. Both normal grief reactions and no, I have no intention of ending it all or locking myself away from the world forever. I actually want to get out, go do things, have some fun. I also need to forgive myself for not being the perfect husband or giving her everything she ever wanted, not fixing the cancer, I have to forgive myself for being human.
Hopefully by relating this I can help someone who's going through or will be going through what I'm dealing with. God bless you all.
I just realized what I'm doing is recycling my grief, reliving it and not really dealing with it thereby getting lost in it. I need to start finding closure. Our hospice team is great and I should check with the grief counselor and so should she, even if only by phone. As for our lockdown it's not really that strict. As for the hospice rules she's supposedly dealing with maybe she misunderstood, I was told to meet with friends and family as much as possible, wear a mask, etc.How's every one doing? Mindful, really sorry you can't be with your daughter right now, must be frustrating.
Basically still plodding along, had some issues recently and talked with a grief counselor yesterday, it helped. Ya know it's been six months? Seems like yesterday sometimes.
The biggest challenges I've faced lately are I get easily emotional sometimes over the stupidest things and occasionally asking myself what's the point of continuing on. Both normal grief reactions and no, I have no intention of ending it all or locking myself away from the world forever. I actually want to get out, go do things, have some fun. I also need to forgive myself for not being the perfect husband or giving her everything she ever wanted, not fixing the cancer, I have to forgive myself for being human.
Hopefully by relating this I can help someone who's going through or will be going through what I'm dealing with. God bless you all.
One of my neighbours lost her husband this past summer. The rules for hospice meant she couldn't have contact with anyone else, including her elderly mother who is in memory care. Or her grandchildren she did child care for. Just so she could visit with him. They couldn't have a funeral after he died, and she's really struggled to get over his death.
I don't know what your lockdown situation is there, but here we're in full on lockdown, and everyone is feeling cut off and stressed. Her husband had cancer and he had kidney failure before the cancer, and was going into the city for dialysis three times a week. Normally should would have had the help and comfort of her extended family through all of this but with the crud, she was cut off and alone.
The pandemic has made moving ahead hard because none of us knows what the future even looks like now. For those who have lost loved ones in all of this, it's hardest of all. Don't be so hard on yourself. Easier said than done, but you really aren't alone in all this.
I had to go internet searching to find out why me decaf coffee makes me so sleepy. Seems caffeine wears off after awhile and does the opposite. But why would DEcaf do that? Weird, eh?
I just realized what I'm doing is recycling my grief, reliving it and not really dealing with it thereby getting lost in it. I need to start finding closure. Our hospice team is great and I should check with the grief counselor and so should she, even if only by phone. As for our lockdown it's not really that strict. As for the hospice rules she's supposedly dealing with maybe she misunderstood, I was told to meet with friends and family as much as possible, wear a mask, etc.How's every one doing? Mindful, really sorry you can't be with your daughter right now, must be frustrating.
Basically still plodding along, had some issues recently and talked with a grief counselor yesterday, it helped. Ya know it's been six months? Seems like yesterday sometimes.
The biggest challenges I've faced lately are I get easily emotional sometimes over the stupidest things and occasionally asking myself what's the point of continuing on. Both normal grief reactions and no, I have no intention of ending it all or locking myself away from the world forever. I actually want to get out, go do things, have some fun. I also need to forgive myself for not being the perfect husband or giving her everything she ever wanted, not fixing the cancer, I have to forgive myself for being human.
Hopefully by relating this I can help someone who's going through or will be going through what I'm dealing with. God bless you all.
One of my neighbours lost her husband this past summer. The rules for hospice meant she couldn't have contact with anyone else, including her elderly mother who is in memory care. Or her grandchildren she did child care for. Just so she could visit with him. They couldn't have a funeral after he died, and she's really struggled to get over his death.
I don't know what your lockdown situation is there, but here we're in full on lockdown, and everyone is feeling cut off and stressed. Her husband had cancer and he had kidney failure before the cancer, and was going into the city for dialysis three times a week. Normally should would have had the help and comfort of her extended family through all of this but with the crud, she was cut off and alone.
The pandemic has made moving ahead hard because none of us knows what the future even looks like now. For those who have lost loved ones in all of this, it's hardest of all. Don't be so hard on yourself. Easier said than done, but you really aren't alone in all this.
One thing I started doing after Kat died was keep a daily "grief" journal but my last entry before today was Sept 9th, it really helps to write everything down, what happened, what I'm feeling. It helps me focus.
I had to go internet searching to find out why me decaf coffee makes me so sleepy. Seems caffeine wears off after awhile and does the opposite. But why would DEcaf do that? Weird, eh?
How's every one doing? Mindful, really sorry you can't be with your daughter right now, must be frustrating.
Basically still plodding along, had some issues recently and talked with a grief counselor yesterday, it helped. Ya know it's been six months? Seems like yesterday sometimes.
The biggest challenges I've faced lately are I get easily emotional sometimes over the stupidest things and occasionally asking myself what's the point of continuing on. Both normal grief reactions and no, I have no intention of ending it all or locking myself away from the world forever. I actually want to get out, go do things, have some fun. I also need to forgive myself for not being the perfect husband or giving her everything she ever wanted, not fixing the cancer, I have to forgive myself for being human.
Hopefully by relating this I can help someone who's going through or will be going through what I'm dealing with. God bless you all.
Tomorrow I’m going to have my crystal ball drilled out so I can use it as a bowling ball, I don’t know which was worse - the game or the half-time show.
Just dropping in to say hello. Hope everyone is okay. I want to thank Lumpy and everyone for their sympathy, but I must take responsibility for my little heartbreak holocaust by welcoming someone I fell in love with at first sight to stay in my guest room to escape the millions of roaches in his motorhome. It serves me right, because now, I can't control the roaches, forgot how to cook, and seem to have chronic bronchial asthma that frequently becomes pneumonia. I learned that the eye deceiveth, and the ear mourneth when you bring bad luck upon yourself.
Hindsight has 20-20 vision, too.
He will have to leave at his pleasure, because I am not throwing out a Vietnam vet and war hero who himself is elderly.
I watched the half time show after the game online.
Looked to me like they were wearing jockstraps on their heads.
Don't know if that's a demonic message or what !