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Tyrosine, an amino acid in capsule form can uplift you, and a bar of Baker's chocolate divided into 5 day portions is better than a capsule of dlpa, aka (phenylalinine) if the Baker's chocolate is too tempting it gets itself eaten all at once. Tyrosine tablets are unnecessary if you count on turkey as a daily meat, which provides tyrosine that provides very cheerful stimulation of brain endorphins and encephalitis which produce almost as good comic rreliefs dear oddball's cartoons which never fail to get a chuckle out of me. I'm glad we shared our disappointments, because I mindlessly forgot about the tyrosine and dlpa, which had been left aside after Mr Negative vibes criticized my self care attempts as hypochondria. I'm considering getting swimmer ear plugs to avoid the noise. Actually, there may be some wax plugs hiding in a drawer below the tyrosine bottle. It pays to be resourceful.Sigh. It is SO depressing at this place where I live. Stupid rules, and whats worse is....I have always been pretty much a loner. Was always busy running the apartments, my shops, then dealing with tenant issues, etc. Never really had time to make friends. Now that I think about it, it was a blessing.
I have made friends here. But then they die. or will die. I am 69 years old and those new friends are in their 80's and even early 90's. These people I see every day and some I drag along with me thrift shopping. Or giving their dog a bath. Or helping them find their apartment if lost in this maze, or pushing them back to their apartment because their caregiver took off and left them in the community hall.
So..now some of them are in the hospital across the street. One will not be coming back due to needing a more care somewhere else that is hospital like. One is battling sepsis/1 bloodclots/biopsies of her lungs. 2 died in the past month and 1 as recently as just day before yesterday. And when they are gone, for whatever reason, I feel sad. I miss them. I would prefer to be a loner again but can't now obviously. But I CAN return to that mode if I could only get the hell out of here. Which I plan to do asap. I am on 3 lists now. 1 is not just seniors apts. 2 are senior apts. One is in Paradise which is being rebuilt. The other two are home (beach) and the other about 4 miles away on the outskirts of a small town not connected to this one and located in a country setting. Which means less noise. I prefer to go back to the beach. No elderly friends dying, no noise except waves and a fog horn.
Daily, an ambulance arrives at the back gate due to someone falling ill...or found dead. I dread hearing the damn sirens
Sigh. It is SO depressing at this place where I live. Stupid rules, and whats worse is....I have always been pretty much a loner. Was always busy running the apartments, my shops, then dealing with tenant issues, etc. Never really had time to make friends. Now that I think about it, it was a blessing.
I have made friends here. But then they die. or will die. I am 69 years old and those new friends are in their 80's and even early 90's. These people I see every day and some I drag along with me thrift shopping. Or giving their dog a bath. Or helping them find their apartment if lost in this maze, or pushing them back to their apartment because their caregiver took off and left them in the community hall.
So..now some of them are in the hospital across the street. One will not be coming back due to needing a more care somewhere else that is hospital like. One is battling sepsis/1 bloodclots/biopsies of her lungs. 2 died in the past month and 1 as recently as just day before yesterday. And when they are gone, for whatever reason, I feel sad. I miss them. I would prefer to be a loner again but can't now obviously. But I CAN return to that mode if I could only get the hell out of here. Which I plan to do asap. I am on 3 lists now. 1 is not just seniors apts. 2 are senior apts. One is in Paradise which is being rebuilt. The other two are home (beach) and the other about 4 miles away on the outskirts of a small town not connected to this one and located in a country setting. Which means less noise. I prefer to go back to the beach. No elderly friends dying, no noise except waves and a fog horn.
Daily, an ambulance arrives at the back gate due to someone falling ill...or found dead. I dread hearing the damn sirens because I wonder...is it someone I know and befriended?
Anyway...that's my life now and I hate it. I miss what was.
...that's my life now and I hate it. I miss what was.So glad you dropped by, Save. I have a sad about national covid and some contemporary issues, and some days I tune into Dish TV, western channel 217.. Today I just happened to touch the western channel for a little escape and locked onto a rerun of "How the West Was Won." It first ran as a tv series of 5 succeeding shows (although I thought there were more back at the only time I saw it and couldn't wait till next week when the next segment aired. It started many of my favorite actors 60s through 80s, and had forgotten how beautiful the scenes of the west were in the film. The end.I left USMB because I felt it was not a free speech board any more. Now, out in the US, we are seeing cancel culture and censorship on full display. I was hoping the board had a change of heart with all that is happening. Looks the same to me.
What has been happening with save? Added grandkid number four, Ainsley. Mrs. Liberty let in a momma cat and two kittens in December. We rehomed the most friendly feral kitten Boo. Bella the mom and Buckwheat (quickly renamed Trouble) have found their forever home with us. Took us almost a month to get Trouble to let us pet her. All three are Calicos. Covid has kept me from the grandkids for the better part of 8 months. Haven't met the new yet. As a postal employee I will always be the Covid leper. Absolutely no time to get a vaccine with the hours of work not meshing with appointments for the shot. Essential employees...right...
My big stock investment has taken its own sweet time growing. Hitting $1,000,000 seems overly optimistic at this point, although I am at $100,000 and expect 3 - 500,000 in the next six months. My converted USMB time to watching stocks has paid off. Mrs. Liberty and I bought guns for Christmas. Actually bought them before the election. 380 handguns. She already has a Concealed Carry Permit. I will take the class in April. Never expected to own one. It was a strange year.
Looks like most of the Coffee Shop core is still here and I am thankful for that. I will try to be less of a stranger. Be well and may good fortune shine on each and every one of you.
Really glad you dropped in, Save.
The West was won like all good things are won. Hard work, risk taking, a sense of right and wrong and common sense too.
One of the things I am happy about is my investments are mostly in biotech stocks that are bringing cures and cost savings to the medical field. The main one is focused on a device that measures liver fat. Currently you need surgery or an MRI. This is a form of ultrasound which costs 1/50th of the MRI. It will also assist drug developers who need to document the effectiveness of reducing fat in the liver as they try for FDA approval of life saving efforts. More recently a stock I own got FDA approval for more uses in the treatment of Parkinsons. The next one is a drug that replaces a shot in the eye to help with macular degeneration.