Many you are aware of my recent heartbreak from the "HeartBroken a f'in gain" thread. Well, anyway, I'm still nuts about that girl because I always like the ones who don't like me, go figure. Anyway. Today I had a lunch date with a nameless, faceless, and got pretty drunk. When I got home I did the dreaded drunk and dial. I've been trying to maintain a friendship with that girl who broke my heart, though I always end up telling her I love her. Today I called her all fucked up and she was telling me how she and Roger, her soul mate, will probably get married sometime around december. I really can't handle hearing all this so I got off the phone pretty quick. Could I have let it end there? Evidently not. I called back and told her I couldnt be her friend because it's too painful. This is honest. This is probably the best thing. Then after I hung up the thought of not seeing her again seemed even more painful, so I called back, again. She didn't answer. SO I left a voicemail saying I did want to be her friend, but I needed time. Like she cares either way, right? Anyway, could one of you gun owners just come put me down? Old Yeller's gone rabid.