Once a year?
Only a couple hundred miles away
Are you really this ignorant of the facts or are you pretending you don't know?
Do you not recall the extravagant vacation in the South of France? The five-star hotels, baring the beach from use by anyone else even close? The luxury vacation and safari in Africa? The numerous extended vacations in Hawaii in various multi-million dollar mansions?
You may want to see your doctor. They have tests for your memory, dementia, Alzheimer and other mental deficiencies. It's nothing to be ashamed of, it's no different from cancer or any other disease.