You sound like a pupil of the Nobel price winner Richard Dawkin, who wrote once the book "the selfish gene" and the gene, which he is, wrote in later times on busses the intellectual message: "be happy: god is not existing", what was on the other side an unbelievable solace for an unknown hyothetical man, who had waited for the bus in front of the clinic, where his wife had died just some moments (psychologiclaly) and some hours (physically) ago, because all wonders of the modern medicine were not able to save her - also not the robot, which told her, she will not survive. A masterpiece of Borg economy and Borg techniques. Make an experiment by thoughts: Take a pseudo time machine, bomb virtually down the stupid spiritual hunterers and gatherers of Göbekli Tepe - and you will see in this simulation of reality what you could be now: a nothing. By the way: "Nothing" seems to be the material god used to create all heavens and worlds. Keeps the problem: How valueable is nothing? I "know" god knows. But what do you know about? And what knows the nothing on its own about the nothing? That it also contains not a nothing?