**** you.....you couldn't walk 30 feet in my shoes without your frail shoulders falling underneath the weight. Do you think I like knowing the things I do? That I enjoy having connected the pieces? There isn't one ******* thing that I have learned and ascertained that has made my life better or enhanced it. Ignorance truly is bliss.
oh man, this is truly sad.
so you know why people believe in conspiracy theories? because they aren't strong enough to deal with the reality that sometimes people just suck and bad things happen. i get it, it'd be a lot easier if we could just believe that there was some great power out there faking these dastardly deeds and pulling off elaborate hoaxes - hoaxes that require increasingly large numbers of people in today's world - all in the name of some overarching plan. that'd be something we could fight, something that we could stand against.
but that's not reality. reality is people suck and do evil things for reasons we will never really understand, and that's way scarier than any vast, faceless conspiracy.