Not really. First off it's obvious you are lying. How do I know this? Because the first thing you say is you lived there all your life, when in reality you most likely just dated a Mexican dude who took you to El Paso one time. That, or you are 12 and your just killing time on your moms computer until school starts, or your just another JoseB sock. Either or all your a dumb ****. You offer no facts, just a statement that we should believe you because you claim to know. I think your full of shit. If that bugs you there is an ignore feature on your dash board. **** off and use it, or bring facts, not claims that we should believe you "because you know".
I know where I live, lol. I don't need to prove it to you. I'm not bugged by you at all, it's more of a curiosity about what makes you so afraid of brown people. I honestly don't get it.
I really do live on the border and have for all my adult life. I really was born and raised in OKC. I've never dated a Mexican dude because there just weren't that many where I lived in OKC. I don't think it matters if you believe it or not.
Hope you can get help with your fears.
Edit - El Paso? Never been there. Not really that close to OKC or So Cal. Your narrative would have been better if you had picked Tijuana for your story.