Morticia ,
A little knowledge is a very dangerous thing .You are a living ad for this maxim . Lots of other brands also available here .
So , try :-
Seek and you shall find
I must create at least 20 Searches every day . Yes . Every day .
Anything I realise that I do not understand, and I will not move on until I have a meaning and answers .
Investigate your body ( weight loss ) and your Mind ( Search engine).