Mertex
If it is imperative for you to live through night one, why didn't you steal Grandm's ability? You would have had guaranteed protection from scum night 1, you only needed to worry about us townies wondering why you stole an ability.
You said you were hoping Shaitra had a more powerful role, that's why you picked hers, then decided to throw it away. But you would have known Grandma's would have protected you from scum night 1. Seems a bit greedy for a townie, TBH, especially for one who should be lying low since it seems you are claiming a powerful protection.
You could have explained your circumstances there in your neighborhood, hoping your hood was scum free, instead of having all this board drama. Seems like you all trusted one another enough to reveal abilities. Grandma, if town, probably would not have minded you stealing her PR IMO if explained properly.