I do not know you - not even do I know anything about your life what's for you a totally normal life and for me an exotic life. You are a stranger. An US-American. You do not speak my language nor do you have my cultural background. 200 miles from you do not fight children of Russian mothers and murder Ukrainians who have to defend themselves and have to kill them. So tell me, fake-king of "the world" - whatever this is in your view to the world -: Why are you desperated? Why do you need my help? For to do what?