Why? I'm not trying to influence what you believe, that's your choice. But I am interested in the trail of posts you leave as we discuss this, that trail is evidence, evidence of atrocity denialism and Zionist apologetics.
Claiming "I haven't seen any evidence" is a very different affirmation to "There is no evidence".
Of course anyone searching "Gaza atrocities" will see lots and lots of sites/reports/articles detailing examples of evidence for war crimes.
If you refuse to look for evidence you'll never see it, so in your case you are choosing to ignore evidence. Holocaust deniers do exactly the same thing, ignore evidence, dismiss claims of evidence as bogus, tactics used to discredit true evidence by smearing the very idea that there was a Holocaust, this is what they do, its how they work and its exactly the way you work.
Now, you must explain why Google "Gaza atrocities" is uncomfortable, why you refuse to do it, the only reason is you've predetermined that whatever results come back are lies, propaganda, fiction, make believe as part of the global Jew hatred that infects the whole world which is just antisemitic anyway.
If this is how you sleep at night, if this self deception makes your fake morality appear real to you, then fine, I understand, denialism does have some benefits.