Oh and
buttercup I updated my signature. Does that answer your question? Basically the Lord and I had a bit of a chat and yes I can and have heard His voice. MANY times at that and He was telling me that my fiancée and I (he wants to get baptized ASAP too btw) have to be extremely careful when selecting a church and make sure that it's the right one first. You see for years upon end now whenever the preachers would tell me that I would go to Hell if I didn't believe in and love Jesus, I stopped going to churches (as I've been to many before) and backslid because I thought that He was just being arrogant and mean and just a big bully.
It was never explained to me why I would go to Hell either. Then the Lord spoke to me and told me that I got it all wrong. He doesn't want to punish me and it breaks His heart when His children have to go to Hell, He LOVES me and said that in His Word to try and save me because it was the ONLY way. Now I understand that message perfectly as I hear Him loud and clear now. He's trying to protect His people, not bully them.