There is a surprisingly large number of Christian's that hate God so much that they create their own god.
Well, how do you personally feel about him?
Do you hate him?
Do you love him?
Do you pretend to love God but made up your own god that is better than the one in the Bible?
Are you apathetic toward God?
There is so much wrong with what you wrote. First of all, a Christian doesn't hate God so much that they create their own god. They believe there is and always will be only one god just like you. What you are describing is a former Christian who realizes that Christianity is just another religion just like all the other religions. So they leave the church and start their own personal relationship to the one and only god. They, like Christians, believe there is one and only one god. So they start their own little personal relationship with god. If they hate anything it's Christianity and Christians. See the difference? They don't hate god.
But if they do, then they are theists not atheists. Because they still believe in God. I know about this because I used to be one of these people. This is the first step towards waking up and realizing there is no god.
You two should form a support group. You could call it recovering christians.
Although the two of you would have first actually have to have been Christians but that’s just details.
Materialists unite!
Oh so for 30 years we weren't real Christian?
So no atheist who wakes up from the brainwashing was ever an actual Christian in their past?
I will admit I never was as sure of god as some of you theists here are. Never! Not even as a child. I remember my aunt telling me the creation stories and all the other stories Christians tell their kids when they are brainwashing them for years and I never fully bought in.
I remember this traveling born again group of older kids came to our subdivision and gave us little bibles and taught us about Jesus for a week in the summer. I never fully bought in. I remember us boys were shocked to learn that masturbating was a sin and that even looking at our friends hot mom was adultery. We were lusting after her in our hearts. Even then as a kid I could sense it was all bullshit.
And as I've gotten older I am even more convinced it's all bullshit.
You think you are a god in waiting. Think about it. You think that when you die, your spirit will go on to live forever in peace and harmony. Eternal bliss.
Do you even hear yourself? It's ridiculous. This is why we mock you guys. Too many people are delusional and it's holding us all back. You aren't as bad as muslims though. You have evolved much better than they have but still your religion is just as much of a lie as theirs.