Think this current project will never get big enough. I added another couple of rows, and it just is too much work. The trouble with donating to good causes is management. They see a treasure, and it is decided it would be a good seller in a gift shop. So they put a price on it that does not begin to approach the amount you spent on getting enough different pieces of fabric together to make a charm postage stamp quilt.
Definition of charm quilt is the crux of the issue. A charm quilt never replicates the same fabric twice, unless it is composed of 9 or 10 different prints to make a cheater quilt. Then you have to cut the 9 or 10 pieces out, leaving your original quarter of a yard looking like someone's target practice, not flattering to the amount of money you spent now that quilt fabrics are $10 a yard plus shipping. lol
So, what I think I'll do is save up my postage stamp efforts for a one-woman quilt show some day and use them to pattern larger quilts after I go through the agony of piecing the first 4 rows by ripping and redoing.
That will hopefully save me from overzealous managers who "wisely" make money with your travail, a rich person gets a huge bargain, and the poor kid you were hoping would get a treasure from an artist gets a cheater cloth polymonster someone could buy at a junk store for a song, wash, and ship off to the nearest orphan or shelter service on -barf- a polyester batting. barf-barf-barf.
So you didn't improve the poor child with your two months' agony and ecstacy of creating a quilt due to middle managers set between giver and recipient.
I worked on a foundation for my church once. They taught that if the giver put a limitation on the gift, it was to be respected. If he gave $1,000 to be sent to tsunami victims when they had the great earthquake, the church is to find the appropriate receiver to go towards its designation--say, digging a new well where people can get uncontaminated well water rather than salt-water savaged wells near the coast that got ruined in the disaster.
In the 23 years I ran a quilt store, 2 times I was approached by various charitible organizations--one a museum, and one a retirement home for the disadvantages about showing a quilt that would be returned. Both times my quilts were "lost" and the people asking for the donation left within the 6 months I was to allow my quilts to be used for aesthetic enjoyment of their visitors.
If you spent 6 months making 3 quilts, you'd be pissed off, too, since somebody relieved the agency of the responsibility of returning my quilts, and the paperwork got convenient lost.
So, I guess I will now focus on replicating the quilt in larger squares that will result in a quilt that looks ok but not so ok a middle manager of gifts would like it for herself or one of the people she owes a favor to, to be purchased for 40 bucks in the charity quilt store by someone looking to pay nothing for something another person spent several months making and over a thousand dollars at various quilt sales, shops, and wherever she could find the right print for a certain hub in the charm quilt that would define a corner or prevent a visual blob from appearing where a blob was not wanted.
One thing's for sure, I sure got a lot of leftover fabric to make big squares with, having to buy a half yard for every little square represented in the quilt. Since 800x $5. for a typical half yard of quilter's cotton is there, I spent $4,000 getting there, and the work is not done yet. Last month, I had the misery of seeing one of my quilts donated for the benefit of a shelter child being sold in the local artist's gallery for $40. It consists of a matched collection of Maywood studio Western prints from a collection of about 14 years ago that cost my shop $3,000 to carry the complete collection of 40 fabrics for customers who didn't have the slightest inkling that matched collection quilts sell for ten times what a regular quilt sells for, provide the quilt collector knows the collection.
But I'm not going to let my anger grow, I'm just going to do some not-so-hot quilts that still look pretty good but do not have collector features I was hoping would benefit a child. The real problem is nobody donates money for batting for these projects, and batting costs have gone through the roof in the last 3 years, and we're talking 75% inflation for pure cotton, well-behaved battings that do not separate during the heavy-duty wash cycle of an article that was urped on, either.
*sigh*
Well, I have to go plan the new quilt and try to get the other one into a semblance of art form for a 1-man show. If it makes any money whatever, maybe I can become a donor to the batting project, and they won't have to sell someone else's treasures to raise enough money for 3 quilts by selling a masterpiece quilt for nothin'.
/whiney rant
