dmp
Senior Member
Kagom said:Also, dmp, I am highly insulted by your 12 step program comment. That was rude and had no factual background. I may choose to engage in sexual conduct with people of my gender, but I don't choose to be attracted to them.
I do feel bad about you being insulted - honestly.
I'm attracted to people all the time. I'm attracted to my friends. A few are on this board. However, I don't confuse 'attraction' with 'I must have sex with you'. You're quite right - I believe it's not possible to choose those with whom you 'click' or feel 'attraction'. People who get involved in Homosexual conduct are doing so because they're missing something in their lives; guidance maybe? True Love (Agape)? I bet it is much easier to just 'Be' gay than to deal with issues which may have pushed you in that direction as an outlet for whatever was bothering you 'before'. I doubt psychologists will ever figure out why people embrace destructive (physically and spiritually/emotionally) behaviour. I really do hope you find your way out of your addiction.
I still say it's very possible for you to come out of your addiction and lead a healthier (physically and spiritually/emotionally) life free from the strain of your choice of behaviour.
Whether you believe this or not; I truly empathize with your struggle and I have a good idea what you may be going through, or went through before you 'gave in' to your urges.