Lovebears65
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We bury his ashes on top of my dads grave.. and bought silver hearts and saved some ashes to put in each one for each sibling and my mother. The heart says always in our hearts and on the back says Troy and his date of birth and death .. My mother is not doing well at all. I call her every day and all she does is cry.. I want to be with her she lives 6 hours away. We are going again next weekend and try to go every weekend my hubby is off.. All my other siblings live in Pittsburgh so I am the nearest to her .. I wish she would move closer to us but her husband is from there and wont leave that area even though he is not close to any of his family... I am going on Oct 3 to go speak to a specialist to get out my feelings. I have too it to much to keep it all in. I talk to hubby about it but he works all the time and I really don't want to talk to the kids about it they just don't need to see me crying all the time.. My poor sister in law who found him is also not doing well if you could please say a prayer for my family it would mean so much to get through this tough time in our lives