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I'm at work. And it seems like it's just getting worse. I feel so full of despair.
Does it get worse sometimes before it gets better? I mean if this is what life is going to be like from now on, I'm not particularly interested. Nothing but problems, nothing but setbacks...and I could handle all that when I had Greta. Like I said, she was the light of my life. All this misery was tolerable when I had her. Without her...not so much.
Koosh..been thinking about you. How are you doing, honey?
I am thankful to be able to vent like this here. I am so tired of plodding along, pretending to be fine, when I am not fine. I want my dog back. I think she's more than that. I think she's the most important "being" in my existence. Soulmate, I guess you'd say.
I hope any of the crap about afterlife and being reuinited with ones we love is true. That's my only solace, the slight chance that any of that is true. If I knew for sure that wasn't true I'd probably just go ahead and check out now. Because everything would be so meaningless.
But there's that chance...that slight chance that maybe there is some meaning to all this bullshit.
"They" need to send her back. I wasn't ready to be separated from her yet.
I know, I sound like I'm crazy.
I am thankful to be able to vent like this here. I am so tired of plodding along, pretending to be fine, when I am not fine. I want my dog back. I think she's more than that. I think she's the most important "being" in my existence. Soulmate, I guess you'd say.
I hope any of the crap about afterlife and being reuinited with ones we love is true. That's my only solace, the slight chance that any of that is true. If I knew for sure that wasn't true I'd probably just go ahead and check out now. Because everything would be so meaningless.
But there's that chance...that slight chance that maybe there is some meaning to all this bullshit.
"They" need to send her back. I wasn't ready to be separated from her yet.
I know, I sound like I'm crazy.
I understand the grief you feel Koosh. The love you feel is real. The loss and greif you feel is real.
There is nothing worse when you have to smile and cover how you are really feeling..... It somehow makes it all that much harder to deal with.
oh how i am wishing for and after life where i get to see all of my babies again. No checking out Koosh. You hear me..... NO checking out. Vent and rant.... spill it all....... but NO checking out.
I am thankful to be able to vent like this here. I am so tired of plodding along, pretending to be fine, when I am not fine. I want my dog back. I think she's more than that. I think she's the most important "being" in my existence. Soulmate, I guess you'd say.
I hope any of the crap about afterlife and being reuinited with ones we love is true. That's my only solace, the slight chance that any of that is true. If I knew for sure that wasn't true I'd probably just go ahead and check out now. Because everything would be so meaningless.
But there's that chance...that slight chance that maybe there is some meaning to all this bullshit.
"They" need to send her back. I wasn't ready to be separated from her yet.
I know, I sound like I'm crazy.
I understand the grief you feel Koosh. The love you feel is real. The loss and greif you feel is real.
There is nothing worse when you have to smile and cover how you are really feeling..... It somehow makes it all that much harder to deal with.
oh how i am wishing for and after life where i get to see all of my babies again. No checking out Koosh. You hear me..... NO checking out. Vent and rant.... spill it all....... but NO checking out.
I know, I know. Luckily I have Hannah, my other doberman, Greta's half-sister...and she needs me. I have to take care of sweet Hannah, she is sensitive. I also have three other dogs and six cats. They all need me.
I hope any of the crap about afterlife and being reuinited with ones we love is true. That's my only solace, the slight chance that any of that is true.