Of course, MAGAts are very entertaining in their desperation.
If you weren't (correct usage of the subjunctive mood) worried about the MAGA movement, you wouldn't be talking about it so much. And neither would your idiot representatives in DC.
Have you or any of your idiot reps in DC ever stopped to wonder why MAGA is so popular?
Didn't think so. But maybe you should. I'm not asking you to forsake your beliefs, as idiotic as they may be. I'm asking you to look at why half the Country is so convinced that MAGA is the answer.
I can understand why you can't change your politics. Your friends are probably universally leftists, your family, your significant 'other', you most likely work in an environment filled with lefties who recognize you as "One of Us'.
To change, to admit to yourself that you picked the wrong side, the side of darkness and evil.... To change would be a monumental task.
What do you tell your 'friends'? How do you explain it to your family? Your significant other? What about work? How will they take it?
I guess it depends on how much you're 'dug in'. You may not be able to extract yourself right now. Maybe when you retire and move, you can start over. Maybe not.
But I can tell you this, being a dim almost always leads to madness. When you realize it, it will be too late.
Good luck. Madness be a 'sweet release' for you, however. Like being a dim, it relieves you of all responsibilities.