But it wasn't enough. In November 2013 Sgt. Justin Williams killed himself. He was 25. On a warm spring day 18 months later, April spent a laughter-filled evening with friends, then curled up with her three dogs to watch TV. Around 3 a.m., she walked to her backyard with a pistol and shot herself. With that, Sgt. April Lynn James, 32, became the fourth Evansville veteran from the Indiana Army National Guard's 163rd unit to commit suicide since returning from their 2008 tour in Iraq. Ronald Zeller was the first. He died on March 18, 2011. Then William Waller, July 5, 2013; Justin Williams, Nov. 3, 2013; and April James on May 24, 2015. "They were all the same," said Justin's father, John Williams. "All of them. Why? Why is there four from one platoon?" To the families, the suicides seemed to come with little warning. Now they see there were subtle signs all along.
Indiana National Guard Soldiers of the 76th Infantry Brigade Combat Team's 163rd Field Artillery unit travel on a fire truck headed to the Evansville National Guard armory, where thousands of family and friends await their arrival
A GOOD MEMORY
April joined the National Guard right out of high school. It surprised her family, but her friends said it was a natural fit. She was adventurous and brave -- kind of a tomboy. And the Army would pay for college. "She was one of the first people I met at the armory here in Evansville," said Shanna Rodenburg. "She was just so sweet. She really stepped in and tried to make me feel like part of the group." Shanna and April became fast friends. At that time, they were enlisted in Indiana's 113th Battalion -- the first local unit that would deploy to Afghanistan. Arriving in that war-torn country was like stepping into a different world, Shanna said.
In their first days, the friends could only linger in the tent city that would be their home that year. "We got there, and everyone was standing around, and we realized: There was no place to sit!" Shanna said. April watched in amazement as Shanna marched into the engineer's tent and built them a wooden bench. "She was so cute," Shanna said, grinning. "She said, 'We have the only place to sit here in this camp. Somebody's going to steal it. We need to put our names on this.'" Shanna carved their nicknames atop the bench. "We had that bench the whole time we were over there," Shanna said. "Everyone was so jealous of that bench." Sitting alone now on the Evansville riverfront, Shanna smiled. From a year full of pain and trauma, it's a good memory.
'ALWAYS SCANNING'