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[Bonzi]

Bonzi is really giving it her all trying to bring back the not! thing

bring it back? hmmm do I strike you as someone that is "trendy" - no, I say what I want, don't care if it's "in" or "out".... FAIL!

Jeez girl relax

you wouldn't want that would you?

put up yer dukes!

 

[Bonzi]

Bonzi is really giving it her all trying to bring back the not! thing

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naw Bon.....this shit gives me wicked anxiety. The email began, "1st, id like to thank you for agreeing to participate." NOOOooooo I agreed to do a mugshot not a 2 minute interview. Eh. Least she gave me the questions.

please you do a podcast all the time.. you really sound nervous in those... NOT!

But I am. Im not comfortable doing those at all, youve been tricked. Ask my buddy who does them with me. He knows, we talk b4 we record them. And you dont see that many of them for that reason.... I am comfortable in front of any number of warm bodies face to face, and comfortable with my craft on a microphone......but for on the spot shooting or a podcast im pretty shy.

you know yourself better than I do. I find it difficult to believe... but iffin you say so

i had a panic attack b4 the busiest show we had and i went on anyhow cuz i promised. It wasnt really related but the added pressure didnt help it. It was my 1st panic attack in like 7 years or something too. Im off meds since ive been exercising tho

You'll be fine. Just look at your "Batman" pic - if that doesn't give you confidence, nothing will.... I wish you would take that pic down!

I'm not kidding I have to avoid looking at it - takes my breath away....

 

[Bonzi]

But I am. Im not comfortable doing those at all, youve been tricked. Ask my buddy who does them with me. He knows, we talk b4 we record them. And you dont see that many of them for that reason.... I am comfortable in front of any number of warm bodies face to face, and comfortable with my craft on a microphone......but for on the spot shooting or a podcast im pretty shy.

you know yourself better than I do. I find it difficult to believe... but iffin you say so

i had a panic attack b4 the busiest show we had and i went on anyhow cuz i promised. It wasnt really related but the added pressure didnt help it. It was my 1st panic attack in like 7 years or something too. Im off meds since ive been exercising tho

I would sweat bullets and choke...then puke, then perform..

...happens all the time ...

yeah? how much do you charge? do you play dress up?

 

[Moonglow]

you know yourself better than I do. I find it difficult to believe... but iffin you say so

i had a panic attack b4 the busiest show we had and i went on anyhow cuz i promised. It wasnt really related but the added pressure didnt help it. It was my 1st panic attack in like 7 years or something too. Im off meds since ive been exercising tho

I would sweat bullets and choke...then puke, then perform..

...happens all the time ...

yeah? how much do you charge? do you play dress up?

Depends what kind of dress it is..

 

[G.T.]

It's more interesting to me lately that people can think they're properly extrapolating someone's personality off of whats posted on a message board though. There's so many layers of a person youll never get in this kind of thing.

 

[Bonzi]

i had a panic attack b4 the busiest show we had and i went on anyhow cuz i promised. It wasnt really related but the added pressure didnt help it. It was my 1st panic attack in like 7 years or something too. Im off meds since ive been exercising tho

I would sweat bullets and choke...then puke, then perform..

...happens all the time ...

yeah? how much do you charge? do you play dress up?

Depends what kind of dress it is..

it would be better to figure out if I saw you - but I see you in a pretty yellow sun dress.....

 

[Paulie]

It's more interesting to me lately that people can think they're properly extrapolating someone's personality off of whats posted on a message board though. There's so many layers of a person youll never get in this kind of thing.

You kind of can with me though. This is literally exactly how I am. I'm an offensive asshole. I do extended door holds for people though. And if someone holds one for me I give the little half a jog to appear like I care enough to shorten their hold time

 

[G.T.]

It's more interesting to me lately that people can think they're properly extrapolating someone's personality off of whats posted on a message board though. There's so many layers of a person youll never get in this kind of thing.

You kind of can with me though. This is literally exactly how I am. I'm an offensive asshole. I do extended door holds for people though. And if someone holds one for me I give the little half a jog to appear like I care enough to shorten their hold time

Guess it all varies but what I really mean is that youll have all kinds of layers to how you roll unseen through posts and shit. Its literally not even possible...and then theres the aspect where you can read into a post 15 different ways whereas if they SAID it to you, it can be the exact OPPOSITE of what you think.

Ive met ppl through music that I knew for over ten years on the net and they were upside down world from what I thought, it was wild.

 

[mdk]

 

[Bonzi]

If you are like paulie, and just lay it all out there.... you are what you are
you feel what you feel.....

if I were to be with paulie, it is no secret, it would be 100% sexual and just a piece of meat. No deeper meaning or complexity.

We all have a bottom line core. You just have to face it.

 

[Bonzi]

still?????? are you taking any meds?????

 

[G.T.]

If you are like paulie, and just lay it all out there.... you are what you are
you feel what you feel.....

if I were to be with paulie, it is no secret, it would be 100% sexual and just a piece of meat. No deeper meaning or complexity.

We all have a bottom line core. You just have to face it.

i think what youre always alluding to by "face it" is....."say it to everyone on the internet." & I mean, I think I share enough to not have you always jabbing me like you do about hiding something. Im not gunna tell this board my whole life. **** that. Plus, they aint ready.

 

[mdk]

still?????? are you taking any meds?????

Other than an expectorant, I am not one to take much medication. It has been a long time since I was ill so they tend to drag on.

 

[Paulie]

It's more interesting to me lately that people can think they're properly extrapolating someone's personality off of whats posted on a message board though. There's so many layers of a person youll never get in this kind of thing.

You kind of can with me though. This is literally exactly how I am. I'm an offensive asshole. I do extended door holds for people though. And if someone holds one for me I give the little half a jog to appear like I care enough to shorten their hold time

Guess it all varies but what I really mean is that youll have all kinds of layers to how you roll unseen through posts and shit. Its literally not even possible...and then theres the aspect where you can read into a post 15 different ways whereas if they SAID it to you, it can be the exact OPPOSITE of what you think.

Ive met ppl through music that I knew for over ten years on the net and they were upside down world from what I thought, it was wild.

Yeah I get ya. In reality there's definitely a lot more to me than meets the eye here. I'm actually a pretty good person for the most part. I have my bad parts though just like the rest of us. In person most people bore the living shit out of me, and with my ADD added in to that I tend to spend minimal time being social with people as possible. I usually find myself drifting off during conversations with most people by about 2 or 3 minutes into them so I just try to avoid even having them. It's amazing to me that I'm able to run a business that requires me to frequently be friendly and social. But my customers don't necessarily bore me since they almost all have very deep pockets lol

 

[Bonzi]

If you are like paulie, and just lay it all out there.... you are what you are
you feel what you feel.....

if I were to be with paulie, it is no secret, it would be 100% sexual and just a piece of meat. No deeper meaning or complexity.

We all have a bottom line core. You just have to face it.

i think what youre always alluding to by "face it" is....."say it to everyone on the internet." & I mean, I think I share enough to not have you always jabbing me like you do about hiding something. Im not gunna tell this board my whole life. **** that. Plus, they aint ready.

I'm not jabbing at you. I'm challenging you. You can blow me off like you normally do. I don't think you should post personal stuff if YOU are not ready to do it. You can't judge for others whether THEY are ready for it or not.... that's a bit presumptuous... since I'm not allowed to do certain things this is as much as I can say anyway... so I'm handcuffed

 

[Bonzi]

It's more interesting to me lately that people can think they're properly extrapolating someone's personality off of whats posted on a message board though. There's so many layers of a person youll never get in this kind of thing.

You kind of can with me though. This is literally exactly how I am. I'm an offensive asshole. I do extended door holds for people though. And if someone holds one for me I give the little half a jog to appear like I care enough to shorten their hold time

Guess it all varies but what I really mean is that youll have all kinds of layers to how you roll unseen through posts and shit. Its literally not even possible...and then theres the aspect where you can read into a post 15 different ways whereas if they SAID it to you, it can be the exact OPPOSITE of what you think.

Ive met ppl through music that I knew for over ten years on the net and they were upside down world from what I thought, it was wild.

Yeah I get ya. In reality there's definitely a lot more to me than meets the eye here. I'm actually a pretty good person for the most part. I have my bad parts though just like the rest of us. In person most people bore the living shit out of me, and with my ADD added in to that I tend to spend minimal time being social with people as possible. I usually find myself drifting off during conversations with most people by about 2 or 3 minutes into them so I just try to avoid even having them. It's amazing to me that I'm able to run a business that requires me to frequently be friendly and social. But my customers don't necessarily bore me since they almost all have very deep pockets lol

situational ADD

that means, if it matters to you, you can pay attention...

 

[Bonzi]

still?????? are you taking any meds?????

Other than an expectorant, I am not one to take much medication. It has been a long time since I was ill so they tend to drag on.

fever?

 

[mdk]

still?????? are you taking any meds?????

Other than an expectorant, I am not one to take much medication. It has been a long time since I was ill so they tend to drag on.

fever?

Head and chest cold.

 

[Paulie]

It's more interesting to me lately that people can think they're properly extrapolating someone's personality off of whats posted on a message board though. There's so many layers of a person youll never get in this kind of thing.

You kind of can with me though. This is literally exactly how I am. I'm an offensive asshole. I do extended door holds for people though. And if someone holds one for me I give the little half a jog to appear like I care enough to shorten their hold time

Guess it all varies but what I really mean is that youll have all kinds of layers to how you roll unseen through posts and shit. Its literally not even possible...and then theres the aspect where you can read into a post 15 different ways whereas if they SAID it to you, it can be the exact OPPOSITE of what you think.

Ive met ppl through music that I knew for over ten years on the net and they were upside down world from what I thought, it was wild.

Yeah I get ya. In reality there's definitely a lot more to me than meets the eye here. I'm actually a pretty good person for the most part. I have my bad parts though just like the rest of us. In person most people bore the living shit out of me, and with my ADD added in to that I tend to spend minimal time being social with people as possible. I usually find myself drifting off during conversations with most people by about 2 or 3 minutes into them so I just try to avoid even having them. It's amazing to me that I'm able to run a business that requires me to frequently be friendly and social. But my customers don't necessarily bore me since they almost all have very deep pockets lol

situational ADD

that means, if it matters to you, you can pay attention...

That's very true. There's just so ******* little that matters to me that's the problem

 

[G.T.]

If you are like paulie, and just lay it all out there.... you are what you are
you feel what you feel.....

if I were to be with paulie, it is no secret, it would be 100% sexual and just a piece of meat. No deeper meaning or complexity.

We all have a bottom line core. You just have to face it.

i think what youre always alluding to by "face it" is....."say it to everyone on the internet." & I mean, I think I share enough to not have you always jabbing me like you do about hiding something. Im not gunna tell this board my whole life. **** that. Plus, they aint ready.

I'm not jabbing at you. I'm challenging you. You can blow me off like you normally do. I don't think you should post personal stuff if YOU are not ready to do it. You can't judge for others whether THEY are ready for it or not.... that's a bit presumptuous... since I'm not allowed to do certain things this is as much as I can say anyway... so I'm handcuffed

Why do you always do that thing where you pretend im hiding something and youre handcuffed from saying it cuz of board rules or some shot? Stop that, its corny. I dont know that I hide a god damn thing but not revealing my whole entire self, which mind ya isnt even possible.....is not the same as hiding it. Its you who presumes i owe it to anybody to say anything. At all. Ever.