You are old enough that you should not be so ignorant of history.
And you still haven't refuted ONE thing the man or I said.
Not a thing.
Because you can't. Every word of it is true. That you can't face it isn't unexpected. At all.
It's difficult for a person your age to admit they've been wrong about -- Everything, for their entire life.
But the sooner you do it, the sooner you can get started on a better life with a better understanding of life in general.
But you won't. You're a dimocrap. You can't.
Besides, all your friends feel the way you do. I know that. dimocraps ALWAYS surround themselves with like- minded friends. Always. It's called an 'Echo Chamber'. Most of your relatives feel the same way you do. If you go to Church, they all feel the same way. The guys on the street, your 'rappies'? Same thing.
So you can't change even though you know I'm right. It would mean more than changing yourself. You would have to change more things than you can handle.
I changed. But I changed when I was young enough to start over. Mid-Thirties.
My life has improved exponentially since then.
It's too late for you. Sadly