It looked like the guy defending the door, having his gas masked pulled off and then being crushed in the door by the mob trying to break in was in a lot of pain. People breaking in is a violent act. If they are doing it to you in your home, it is considered a violent threat and you can shoot them until they are no longer a threat, here in Tennessee. I guess, they are allowed to physically beat you, where you live. Very sad, that you have such a high tolerance of violence against you, before realizing it. You simply are not much of a survivor type. Hopefully, that is a recessive gene that is not usually passed on. If it is a prominent gene, you may be breeding your line out of existence, in a Darwin survival of the fittest reality.