Playtime, you can talk shit to yourself if you want, if that is your way of coping.
BUt, you should take a moment to think about it, if you really want to take teh path you are on.
You escalate and then we respond, and you pretend that we just did something for no reason, and then you escalate,
It's a cycle. And with ever step conflict and strife and violence increase.
People are already dying in the streets and you want to keep dialing it UP.
You can do that if you want. But you owe it to yourself to take a minute, to stop talking bullshit and to think if you really want that.
Because the more hate and strife you put into the system the more you guarantee that sooner or later it will blow back on you and/or yours.
You don't want to come to the realization that it is all your fault AFTER you pay the price for this.
Because then it is too late to NOT do it, if the cost is too high.