Being gay doesn't mean you're suffering from a vile affliction that needs to be cured by guys who pretend they aren't gay.
I guess that's why there are so many gays that commit suicide.
Unfortunately many of them feel guilty about their feelings.
So it seems many of them have more of a problem with their own sexual preferences then others seem to. I know it's more complex then that but depression is a big part of gay life.
You are probably too young and naive to know any better so I will give you a pass this time.
Most gay suicides are youth, high school kids and younger, where their own parents have rejected them, called them less than human and disowned them.
How Christlike.
All the while claiming they are Christian and practicing "family values".
Folks like that make me want to puke.