Guess what? It takes more than the sociopathic ramblings of some anonymous internet wannabe tough guy to make me even a little nervous, let alone afraid.
I would, however, suggest that it may be time to talk to your shrink about upping your meds.
No doctors. No medication. No need for any of it.
Tell that to the people in the OKC Federal Building. The people in the Twin Towers. The kids at Columbine High School.