I believe that the time is not right in my life, and I hope that through me you can understand more of yourself. I undoubtably want to preserve my country from the ills I percieve are attacking it, from the right as well the left but if I ever want to run for a political office, I hope to do it after I have had a successful life - not before. There seems to be nothing I can contribute to my country, what so many failures have done before me, if all I know is machine politics - if all I know is politics of any sort.
I want to do it Barry Goldwater, Mitt Romney, style. Be successful in real life for many years, then contribute what I can to help keep America safe. To ramble around the corruption in Chicago machine politics, like Obama, or go off to war just so I can write myself three Purple Hearts, like John Kerry, just seems horrible.
I hope this, for whatever reason, helps your decision.