Ignore the obvious if you will but the point remains that you are part energy and part of you will live on. If the energy of your parents was passed to you and you became a being aware of your own existence, you can't rule out that when you die you will transfer to another form of life that will also be aware of your own existence. Regardless part of you will continue in some form so you don't die. It's not childish fear of death it's scientific fact.
Who told you this utter BS? Just because your parents fucked you to life, even dug beetles have parents, doesn't mean anything survives death. That is pure human fantasy, that you ascribe to no other living thing, all of which came from nothing and return to nothing. Be rational, the world is works exactly as one would expect it to without a God, and your loved ones are just as dead as you are when their time is over, little dreamer.
Who said anything about God. I said that energy can't be destroyed which means part of us lives on in some way. You nor anyone else knows for certain what the next form is, but it could be in the form of another intelligent being. You choose to ignore the possibilities from a scientific point of view, so be it.
Dead is dead, you are simply unable to deal with the obvious, because it scares you, but it is no different than before you existed, it's nothingness, you have no reason to be afraid.
Energy BTW, has no soul, no personality, it simple is, like mater, and it changes states over time. That is science, not that Afterlife BS you pray for.