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Raynine

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I don’t know if you will see this. You appeared on my Facebook page. It could be because I searched for you on the web. I also found (name deleted) who is in your neck of the woods. I do these searches to see who is still above ground. It is morbid I know.

You triggered a memory. We had our equipment set up in the basement of the Unitarian Church in 1967. You mother dropped you off in Keene. You showed up wearing a little gray outfit with some kind of stripes on it. Your hair was long, very Cher-like. I touched your hand, and it was warm. Your eyes were dark and deep, and your smile was like a summer breeze on a winter day. I thought I was going to melt right down into my shoes. You really were a little goddess. You were precociously gorgeous, and I told you that more than once. I was clinically immature.

You and your cousin Linda would be go-go dancers on each side of the band. It was charming. I have no idea what became of (name deleted). The picture I found shows that you are aging well.

Sometimes things don’t bloom and that’s ok. You are part of the early fabric of my life, a learning experience. In 1973 I rode my motorcycle to a rock concert at Madam Sherrie’s. I saw you there from a distance. I was married and and had two children. I wanted to talk to you one last time. It didn’t work out; I couldn’t get the bike over there and I did not want to leave it unattended. I went back to my life; you went on to yours. C'est la vie.

I always thought you were beautiful Jackie, I still do, and I and I always will.
 
I don’t know if you will see this. You appeared on my Facebook page. It could be because I searched for you on the web. I also found (name deleted) who is in your neck of the woods. I do these searches to see who is still above ground. It is morbid I know.

You triggered a memory. We had our equipment set up in the basement of the Unitarian Church in 1967. You mother dropped you off in Keene. You showed up wearing a little gray outfit with some kind of stripes on it. Your hair was long, very Cher-like. I touched your hand, and it was warm. Your eyes were dark and deep, and your smile was like a summer breeze on a winter day. I thought I was going to melt right down into my shoes. You really were a little goddess. You were precociously gorgeous, and I told you that more than once. I was clinically immature.

You and your cousin Linda would be go-go dancers on each side of the band. It was charming. I have no idea what became of (name deleted). The picture I found shows that you are aging well.

Sometimes things don’t bloom and that’s ok. You are part of the early fabric of my life, a learning experience. In 1973 I rode my motorcycle to a rock concert at Madam Sherrie’s. I saw you there from a distance. I was married and and had two children. I wanted to talk to you one last time. It didn’t work out; I couldn’t get the bike over there and I did not want to leave it unattended. I went back to my life; you went on to yours. C'est la vie.

I always thought you were beautiful Jackie, I still do, and I and I always will.
Is Jackie still alive and is she married and are you married?
 
Is Jackie still alive and is she married and are you married?
She's is alive, divorced, and I am married. As the Rolling Stone's said: "You can always get what you want, but if you try you might get what you need". I have not sent it and I probably won't.
 
She's is alive, divorced, and I am married. As the Rolling Stone's said: "You can always get what you want, but if you try you might get what you need". I have not sent it and I probably won't.
Uhh...yah. Sending it is not a good idea.
 
I think you did the right thing posting your memories here and not sending a note via facebook to an old interest of yours that isnt your wife. Ah.. memories.
 
I think you did the right thing posting your memories here and not sending a note via facebook to an old interest of yours that isnt your wife. Ah.. memories.
I never got over that girl.
I know it could be this:
 
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It isn't just her. It is the time, the place, and the wonderful things I experienced that are now gone. Did I throw away gold for glitter? I think I did. I did not know at the time I was down a rabbit hole. I do now.
 
I feel sorry for your wife and kids...never having you 100% as a husband and father all those years because there was always a part of you, living elsewhere, in your head...limerence...
 
I feel sorry for your wife and kids...never having you 100% as a husband and father all those years because there was always a part of you, living elsewhere, in your head...limerence...
I doubt if I am the first.
 
It isn't just her. It is the time, the place, and the wonderful things I experienced that are now gone. Did I throw away gold for glitter? I think I did. I did not know at the time I was down a rabbit hole. I do now.
I suspect your experience happens to nearly every young man. It did for me more than once.
 
I feel sorry for your wife and kids...never having you 100% as a husband and father all those years because there was always a part of you, living elsewhere, in your head...limerence...
No. I don’t believe that. Men are wired to find women attractive and intoxicating, particularly when we are young. We deal with it. It doesn’t affect the way we love our wives and children.
 

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