The Aimless Blade Of Fortuity

[Mad_Cabbie]

So inebriated am I that i have no concern for even my own existence. i laugh with laughing tears.
I am an abject failure unto humaanity, a disgrace and an embarrassment
such is the destiny of one who loves and loves with no boundary, but lacks the spine nor the inclination

i once walked the earth with inexhaustible capacity, with th4e fierceness of the undefeated
i now walk in shadows and sleep in the crevices.
for that is the path of the defeated

i did not attain the favor i though myself worthy
victory is for but the few
and now, in abjct defeat, i have no cause to suffer
it is easy when you have lost

my child is bound and sedated like a failed experiment; probed and tested
he cries to leave and his words but a wisper
again, nothing i do or did, has brought salvation
and posterity once again records my failure

if it were my choice, i would cease to exist
i would forgo all futre happiness
i would not smile for the rest of forever

but as with all other dreams that i dreamt
i lack the steadiness to rise above

and my very thoughts betray me.

 

[Shrimpbox]

If you can write like this you have a lot to live for cabbie. Chin up

 

[Mad_Cabbie]

If you can write like this you have a lot to live for cabbie. Chin up

yes, i do. his name is Zack.

he makes all my failures endurable.