Have you ever considered embracing an organized religion?
What turned you off if you were born a Christian?
What's the core issue you see with modern day majority religions?
Thanks......
Good question....
I was raised baptist Christian, like most blacks especially those that come from the south and head back to the west. I grew up in the church. I was very religious and "felt a connection with God." Then as I got older, for example graduating and heading to college I began diversifying myself by reading various text (I grew to love Islamic philosophy-Kalam) and even started going to mosques and watching Jummah prayers. At this point I started turning away from Christianity because Islam seemed so much simpler such as the belief in one God, a love for all the prophets etc.
At that point I turned away from Christianity and started getting more involved in Islam. Long story short, I never truly converted because I started having doubts. I noticed in Jummah, most of the Arabs congregated with Arabs. Africans with Africans, and Americans just congregated with everyone else. I than began to question why God "Lord of all the worlds" would send someone to hell over a belief. When I asked others about the cultural aspect of ethnic groups congregating with those of similar ethnic background. I was told that was "Islamic culture." I then began losing interest. Not just because of philosophical issues with Islam but with the cultural issues.
I personally feel I shouldn't have to speak Arabic to have a connection with God. Thus I found Islam no different than Christianity and Judaism because those faiths belong to cultures I was neither raised, nor apart of.
My issue with religions of today is not so much the positive messages but how the members portray the message of the faith. The idea of "trying to save my soul from hell" is an insulting idea. For one, there is this preconceived notion that my soul is corrupt because of my lack of belief in an organized faith. To me its a demeaning thing to assume that my soul is corrupt and the need for me to be "saved." I believe the message that is missed which Muhammad, Jesus and Moses taught that many people of these Abrahamic faiths miss is that in these respective faiths, God is more concerned about how we treat each other and how we grow as individuals. I personally feel that what we lack in faith will be known to us when we die whether there is a God or not.