Leo123
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- Aug 26, 2017
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I lost my mother to breast cancer when I was 14 years old. My dad had to work and my sister went away to college so that left me to take care of her I had to basically watch her slowly die. Before she left she taught me some basic skills such as how to cook and things like that. That void in my life will never go away at the same time her warm memory lives with me. Rest assured there are folks here who wish you well.I got 1 hour sleep. But it was enough to get me out of my funk. Until next time, anyway.
I truly appreciate being able to talk about it here when I get that down low. I don't really have anyone in real life I CAN talk to about it.They are either too busy, or just flat don't want to hear it. It makes them uncomfortable I guess. I have always been a strong person, so seeing me at my lowest low makes them fidget. I understand. But I need to speak about it now and then.
He was not perfect, and neither was I. But he said as his final words "NO GUILT honeybunner. NO GUILT". Easy to say, hard to follow. I have much guilt. MUCH. It weighs on me.
Anyway....I'm better now. Just really sleepy but too much to do today. When I am done with running around doing chores...I'm taking a long LONG nap.
Thanks, guys. Just that. Thank you.