~Suicide~

[Dabs]

Why do you ask, Dabs?

I ask because I was curious to know if I was alone.
I have contemplated suicide many times and tried it once~
My life hasn't been the greatest, and I'm not going to tell yunz a pity story about me, but let's just say, I have thought about it more times than I care to admit.
And the one time I did try, there must have been a higher being that decided I have unfinished business, because here I am, still here!
I don't think of this situation anymore........my life is still fucked up so to speak, but I have learned new ways to get past the 'awful'.

 

[Two Thumbs]

My future wife tried once a few years before meeting me, then once shortly after we met.

Apparently I helped her see it was worth living.

 

[ABikerSailor]

Why do you ask, Dabs?

I ask because I was curious to know if I was alone.
I have contemplated suicide many times and tried it once~
My life hasn't been the greatest, and I'm not going to tell yunz a pity story about me, but let's just say, I have thought about it more times than I care to admit.
And the one time I did try, there must have been a higher being that decided I have unfinished business, because here I am, still here!
I don't think of this situation anymore........my life is still fucked up so to speak, but I have learned new ways to get past the 'awful'.

You wanna know why you're still alive?

Simple, actually.........................

You've made it through some very tough tests. Your mission now is to look for others who are going through the same thing, and showing them the way out, so that they can help others get through also.

Like I said........living is saying no to death.

 

[JBeukema]

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qg8s8gX_9BI]YouTube - scamper deaths - The Igor Movie[/ame]

 

[Dabs]

YouTube - scamper deaths - The Igor Movie

Dude, seriously, I'm a bit hesitant to click on that ~LoL~
Is it going to scare me shitless??
Make me laugh??
Make perfect sense or what??
I have this warped sense of humor...and I do mean warped, thus the reason for the questions

 

[JBeukema]

 

[Phoenix]

YouTube - scamper deaths - The Igor Movie

Dude, seriously, I'm a bit hesitant to click on that ~LoL~
Is it going to scare me shitless??
Make me laugh??
Make perfect sense or what??
I have this warped sense of humor...and I do mean warped, thus the reason for the questions

You can trust JB.


On this one. It's warped funny.

 

[Dabs]

Thank you Phoenix!! *smiles*

 

[JBeukema]

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=maRhdRXGqXs]YouTube - Dismantled - What A Tragedy[/ame]

 

[JBeukema]

[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NKjzDU7V7es"]YouTube - DARK TRANQUILLITY - Misery's Crown (OFFICIAL VIDEO)[/ame]

All has now been broken
On streets I dare not walk
Freedom is an illusion
I build my fences high
If there was something out there
I've learned not to expect
There's a hundred million reasons
Not to care

Don't bring it
Don't bring it
Don't bring your misery down on me

Don't bring it
Don't bring it
Don't bring your misery down on me
Wear misery's crown

As always in these matters
You broke the deal of deals
And wasted what was given
To revel in your mess
I gave up all for nothing
I tried my best and failed
There's a thousand million reasons
Never to share again

This is how it all begins
This is how it all begins

Don't bring it
Don't bring it
Don't bring your misery down on me

Don't bring it
Don't bring it
Don't bring your misery down on me
Wear misery's crown

This is how it all begins

Come now
Come now
Come now

Don't bring it
Don't bring it
Don't bring your misery down on me

Don't bring it
Don't bring it
Don't bring your misery down on me
Wear misery's crown

 

[Phoenix]

My best friend's husband, who became a very good friend of mine as well, was suicidal.

He had chronic pain, was on lots of meds that messed him up pretty good and was severely depressed.

He talked to me, was giving away his stuff and basically saying goodbye. It was pretty scary for everybody involved. After that, I ended up doing some research and talking with a woman who did a lot of work with kids after her daughter's father had killed himself.

It's an escape from pain - whether physical or emotional or psychological. I can't sit in judgment of anyone else's life or how bad things are for them.

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uv2DyzhxpA0]YouTube - HOLD ON GOOD CHARLOTTE[/ame]

 

[Phoenix]

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZdSaI080VXc]YouTube - Blaine Larsen - How Do You Get That Lonely[/ame]

 

[hortysir]

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4gO7uemm6Yo]YouTube - Suicide is Painless (M.A.S.H Theme)[/ame]

Through early morning fog I see
visions of the things to be
the pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see...
that suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
so this is all I have to say.
suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger...watch it grin.
suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
A brave man once requested me
to answer questions that are key
is it to be or not to be
and I replied 'oh why ask me?'
suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
...and you can do the same thing if you please...

 

[percysunshine]

YouTube - Suicide is Painless (M.A.S.H Theme)

Through early morning fog I see
visions of the things to be
the pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see...
that suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
so this is all I have to say.
suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger...watch it grin.
suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
A brave man once requested me
to answer questions that are key
is it to be or not to be
and I replied 'oh why ask me?'
suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
...and you can do the same thing if you please...

If I recall, Painless got a bottle of scotch, and laid by a hot nurse.

 

[RetiredGySgt]

Have you ever contemplated suicide??
Have you ever tried and someone rescued you??..or maybe you decided against it at the very last moment??
Do you know anyone who has committed suicide??

I contemplate suicide every day nearly every waking moment.

I tried once with pills. My wife called 911.

A boyfriend of my Mother committed suicide when she left him.

 

[HUGGY]

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EwsvRgFcFAg]YouTube - The Bridge 1/9[/ame]

 

[HUGGY]

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OS86995vQj4&feature=related]YouTube - The Bridge 2/9[/ame]

 

[HUGGY]

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qv45Lxm8Epo&feature=related]YouTube - The Bridge 3/9[/ame]

 

[HUGGY]

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CCTbh0rE7Pc&feature=related]YouTube - The Bridge 4/9[/ame]

 

[HUGGY]

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UNoi3nKXjCA&feature=related]YouTube - The Bridge 5/9[/ame]