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My father committed suicide too. He hung himself.
Y'know, I'm sincerely sorry to hear that. Since you know how that made you feel, I'd imagine you wouldn't want to put someone through that. If you're seriously contemplating suicide as some are worried you might, an Internet forum is not what you need. Of course, nobody wants you to hurt yourself. I know I don't, please seek real help. You owe it to yourself and your family.
On the other hand, if this is all just for the attention, shame on you for worrying people who don't even know you.
You don't know me at all. I didn't start this thread for attention. It came to me because I am clearing out the past. I've left Buddhism and there are these shreds of memory of things that impacted me.
One of my first awarenesses of Buddhism was the self-immolation during the Vietnam War, a war, that as a child, I was acutely touched by.
It's fine if you don't believe that or don't understand it.
There are people here who don't believe anything at all about me, and that makes me realize I should have created a fictional identity all along.
good one