Remember this painting is six feet wide. I am wondering if I have bitten off more than I can chew. I have doubts it will be good enough to give to the local hospital, which is what I planned for it. If it is not good enough it will just end up being thrown in a skip when I die, which is why I want to give it to a hospital where it will be on public display. But I have to try and think positively about the outcome, or I will not have the heart to finish it.