I won't get into the details because these events were deeply personal, but each was a major turning-point that set me in a totally new and better direction. Each time God reached to me, I was in deep anguish. Then, afterwards, I felt much better, with a new lease on life. People who say they have no proof of God, I will tell you this. If you want proof of God, then pray. If you pray hard enough, God will present himself to you.