Ive been in a very dark place

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    Im nearly unipolar.
    My Dr And I tried more antidrepressen pills
    Im pretty comfortable with the level of suicidal tendencies I lived with , this try with Buspar was a disaster.
    I going to try to remember Im not always totally depressed just for a time and try to remember I will have moments of less then sever depression.
    For those who care thanks , for the rest.

    Thanks for not giving a shit .I wouldn't wish this on you.
     
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    Not looking 4 pity just ... hey It is what is is... Im sure many of you aren't much different.
     
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    I've never experienced this so I could only pretend to sympathise or understand. But I wish you the best.
     
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    Are you joking?
     
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    hope you get it under control. i'm sorry.
     
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    Sorry buddy. I care and I know many here do as well. Depression doesn't have the stigma it once had and I am very happy that you felt comfortable enough to share this with us. You take care of yourself and let us know if there is anything we can do.
     
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    If it were not for herself ..I would have no point.
    I would give to others but Im always so busy.
    that would make a difference I think.
    But I get stuck doing nothing somwehow .
    Thanks. I love you.
     
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    I hope you feel better and find your way back to the sunshine soon. As Xsited1 said, let us know if we can help.
     
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    After talking to my son I dont go" day to day" its " minute by minute" bad, good moment .by moment.
    Its working some.
    More rational.
    But it is hard with some many things to do and so much jumble..

    Everyone goes through the something.
    Im not special
     
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    Fitnah, you need to get a fucking grip.

    Go take a scalding hot shower, and go to bed, and get up tomorrow a 5 AM and run 5 miles.

    Shit.
     
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