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and unlike john edwards i can put my life on hold....for a while....for how long it takes...she put her life on hold when i needed her.
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i dont need pity....i just need to man up....and right now that aint happening....i think if i could stop the spontanous crying ..but on the upside...my pantry is cleaned and organized...funny how you resort to doing stuff like that...
as for driving people away...i got a knack for it....when you base your hold persona on being a cold hard bitch well...it happens....one guy when he left....he said..."your a cold bitch with nitrogen in your veins"...so to suddenly feel so damned needy is making me crazy...
my word is my word ...even if my word was given at 14....as long as she is not violent or harming herself she will not be put in a nursing home..
yes we all face this with our parents ... medical issues etc... i am hoping if i continue to post on this...that it will help others...
in a lot of ways this does allow me to express how i am feeling and try to sort everything out...
breaking it down into smaller units is a good plan....right now...doctors evalutation....then go from there...
did i mention being scared....i got to shake that....
o friend of mine is always going..."what does not kill us makes us stronger" ...started that bullshit the other day with me....so i simply whack him upside the head pretty hard....he is going wtf....i said...hey i am making you stronger.....
and unlike john edwards i can put my life on hold....for a while....for how long it takes...she put her life on hold when i needed her.