Bear513 update

[Wyatt earp]

I have to die, in order to experience it , I am so selfish and serious, when people die

What else am I supposed to comment on?

I have been drinking 24/7 for a month now I guess I could buy a gun and end it fast but I want to feel there pain and loneliness.

I am still living my body is drying out

I did everything i could do

 

[depotoo]

Who died, bear?

 

[Coyote]

You have lots left to do Bear, you are in a temporary dark place, but it is temporary...

 

[Jitss617]

What are you drinking?

 

[eagle1462010]

Worry and Despair are the work of the Devil..........if you submit to this you are submitting to the Devil............seek council and help.

 

[bluzman61]

I have to die, in order to experience it , I am so selfish and serious, when people die

What else am I supposed to comment on?

I have been drinking 24/7 for a month now I guess I could buy a gun and end it fast but I want to feel there pain and loneliness.

I am still living my body is drying out

I did everything i could do

Please contact a family member or friend to help you through this. If not that, please call a hotline for help. Life is VERY MUCH worth living, you WILL feel that again.

 

[bluzman61]

I have to die, in order to experience it , I am so selfish and serious, when people die

What else am I supposed to comment on?

I have been drinking 24/7 for a month now I guess I could buy a gun and end it fast but I want to feel there pain and loneliness.

I am still living my body is drying out

I did everything i could do

The hotline number is 1-800-273-8255.

 

[CrusaderFrank]

Not much to go on. How about A/S/L and name

 

[TroglocratsRdumb]

hang in there bear, things always get better

 

[keepitreal]

I have to die, in order to experience it , I am so selfish and serious, when people die

What else am I supposed to comment on?

I have been drinking 24/7 for a month now I guess I could buy a gun and end it fast but I want to feel there pain and loneliness.

I am still living my body is drying out

I did everything i could do

The devil is a liar darling!

You can do all things through Christ who strengthens you

He said you are loved, when you don't feel a thing
He said you are strong when you think you are weak
He said you are held when you are falling short
When you feel like you don't belong He said you are His

Whatever you are going through, you are not facing it alone
God is there for you...even if you can't see Him in the circumstances

Do not give in to despair, that is what satan wants
Whatever you are facing or going through, it will get better
Life is tough but God is faithful
and His Word does not return to Him void

Whatever you are facing is only temporary
satan wants us to give in to fear and despair
because he does not want the goodness of God
manifesting in our life and drawing us closer to Him

I should be dead one way or another....
physically, spiritually or mentally

I know God is real and His Word is true

Father God, thwart the tactics of the enemy
plaguing this poster so they may be filled with Your love
and find their strength in You to deal with their circumstances

I ask You and thank You Father, in Jesus' name

 

[Slade3200]

I have to die, in order to experience it , I am so selfish and serious, when people die

What else am I supposed to comment on?

I have been drinking 24/7 for a month now I guess I could buy a gun and end it fast but I want to feel there pain and loneliness.

I am still living my body is drying out

I did everything i could do

I know what you’re feeling but don’t quit... force yourself to do something different. One small step at a time.

maybe trying helping somebody in need... there’s a sense of purpose in that

 

[Jitss617]

Must be drinking BEER,, ha get it

 

[MarathonMike]

I have to die, in order to experience it , I am so selfish and serious, when people die

What else am I supposed to comment on?

I have been drinking 24/7 for a month now I guess I could buy a gun and end it fast but I want to feel there pain and loneliness.

I am still living my body is drying out

I did everything i could do

You are a young man with lots left to explore before you venture into the unknown. That day will come soon enough.

 

[Slade3200]

I have to die, in order to experience it , I am so selfish and serious, when people die

What else am I supposed to comment on?

I have been drinking 24/7 for a month now I guess I could buy a gun and end it fast but I want to feel there pain and loneliness.

I am still living my body is drying out

I did everything i could do

I know what you’re feeling but don’t quit... force yourself to do something different. One small step at a time.

maybe trying helping somebody in need... there’s a sense of purpose in that

Or maybe it’s time to do something crazy... register as a democrat!

 

[petro]

Seriously, get the fuck off the booze.
You said in another thread that you have a daughter. Time to think of that before becoming the selfish guy spiraling into oblivion without regard of how that will affect others who care for you.

Don't become "that" guy.

 

[JustAnotherNut]

I did everything i could do

Get on your knees and pray...…..it doesn't have to be eloquent or long winded. Just talk to Him, pour out your heart to Him as you would to a trusted best friend. He will hear you and give you peace.







You are not hidden
There's never been a moment
You were forgotten
You are not hopeless
Though you have been broken
Your innocence stolen

I hear you whisper underneath your breath
I hear your SOS, your SOS

I will send out an army to find you
In the middle of the darkest night
It's true, I will rescue you

There is no distance
That cannot be covered
Over and over
You're not defenseless
I'll be your shelter
I'll be your armor

I hear you whisper underneath your breath
I hear your SOS, your SOS

I will send out an army to find you
In the middle of the darkest night
It's true, I will rescue you
I will never stop marching to reach you
In the middle of the hardest fight
It's true, I will rescue you

I hear the whisper underneath your breath
I hear you whisper, you have nothing left

I will send out an army to find you
In the middle of the darkest night
It's true, I will rescue you
I will never stop marching to reach you
In the middle of the hardest fight
It's true, I will rescue you

Oh, I will rescue you

 

[Politicallyinsane]

I have to die, in order to experience it , I am so selfish and serious, when people die

What else am I supposed to comment on?

I have been drinking 24/7 for a month now I guess I could buy a gun and end it fast but I want to feel there pain and loneliness.

I am still living my body is drying out

I did everything i could do

Become a girl and piss off the far right! At least you'll have purpose. lol

 

[bluzman61]

I have to die, in order to experience it , I am so selfish and serious, when people die

What else am I supposed to comment on?

I have been drinking 24/7 for a month now I guess I could buy a gun and end it fast but I want to feel there pain and loneliness.

I am still living my body is drying out

I did everything i could do

Become a girl and piss off the far right! At least you'll have purpose. lol

ANOTHER pointless and unfunny response. Congratulations.

 

[deannalw]

Some good advice in here, Bear. I don't know what you're going through, but I do know whatever it is, drinking will make it so much worse and harder to face. Maybe you can't deal with it all at once, but baby steps Bear. Take baby steps to getting right with yourself again.

I will hope for you Bear.

 

[Rocko]

I have to die, in order to experience it , I am so selfish and serious, when people die

What else am I supposed to comment on?

I have been drinking 24/7 for a month now I guess I could buy a gun and end it fast but I want to feel there pain and loneliness.

I am still living my body is drying out

I did everything i could do

I’ve been there. Hang on for your friends and family, and if you don’t have any hang on because it’s the right thing to do.